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hello everyone im esther tsan . my first name should be spelt as ZHANG but back to those times when my ancestors didn't know any english , they have to find an outsider , not a chinese to give our first name in english . so TSAN was given in replacement of ZHANG . i have 9 siblings . no im not kidding . maybe my papa thought that having 10 kids will be fun . very true actually . because if i don't know something i can turn to my 9 siblings . not all will always be there to help but few of 'em will be good enough . i love my family and i do not choose to dislike them . because if i do , i have to dislike 9 of 'em . very tiring . nah , it was a joke . but seriously , i love them very much .

MOM
my mom always complain that she's exhausted and i thought that was nothing.i as a child always thought that studying for 8 hrs and then tuition has to be the hardest job everyone does,but i was wrong.compared to my mom and siblings they do work many times harder than mine.and how i wish that i could just go back to those times.laundries,cooking,bills and so much more.my siblings share those jobs but my mom did all by HERSELF last time.i kno how that feels,because i am doing it right now.waking up early with my sister.go to the morning market and buy daily stuffs.that's not what i've expected to do at this age but im proud to do at this age.i gotta be independent.coming back to the front door of the house late at night.if it was last time i had said "finally,i gotta go online" now? "finally!now i can do the laundries and get a good night sleep." because that's what we do when we have situations like me.well that's an exception for tonight since im bloggin here.lol.


FRIENDS
i've gotta admit that my friends play an important role in my life too.not ordinary friends.TRUE FRIENDS.Jessi said that everyone wears a mask to school.well i gotta said that's pretty true.i thought that im the only one with family problems.i was wrong again.because everyone has the same problem.but they did not wear a mask on one thing.their HEART.because my friends and i treat each other with our heart.we may seem making of each other but hello after all what are friends for?LAUGH AND SMILE.but we never chanfed our hearts for each other.and i hope we never.


LIES
somtimes we tell lies.lies that may save a life.lies which makes people happy.lies to give people hope.but some lies changed our lives forever.(p/s:this part is not abt me or whoever.just fell like writing it out.lol?)

Friend Friend


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